I am way past crying for someone, I am way past crying for you. Things change, I’ve changed. I am in love with no one. I am happy to be liberated from this relationship to be frank. I made my mistakes, I am not gonna regret the things I do.To be frank, I will never be happy being with you for the differences between us just keep pulling us apart, there’s no reason for me to stay, there’s no reason for me to keep loving you. The more I do, the more hurt I get from you.
I am not the person you used to be in love with anymore. I have my dreams, I have my anticipation in life. You are the one that keeps me stationed here. I dont want that. I wanna move on, and I am impressed with myself that I finally did. I havent texted you for a week, and I still feel okay. I guess we’re really over. I am feeling much better after this relationship. I am tired of it… Too exhausted with it.
You need no sympathy from me darling.. I am so sick of your lies. I had enough of your crap, you bragging about anything and everything. So what I have no gravity? So what I am not good enough to attract guys? I don’t need the attention as much as you do. And I dont give a shit if you tell people that I am flirting in coll, cuz clearly I dont do it well. I dont even flirt. So please… Grow up. I am way past high school. Seriously.
I’ve been waiting for this weekend to come… However it passed so fast!! I enjoyed my time with my family… Now I’m back to reality… back to where I am suppose to continue my new life… though I feel rather lonely up here..No family… except E mary… I miss my family..parents, shan and ray…
I m exhausted…Slept at 3 am and woke up at 6 am…. I am so so so tired…. Bed here I come.. I need some catching up to do with my sleep. <3
I had awesome dinner just now. Had super good seafood… Black pepper crab is so goooood… Plus the beef… awesomeness….
Moi god parents just came back from their vaccie from Chengmai, they had great fun. So its good for them. :D I am so pyched. I am finally going back home tomorrow… I really cant wait. I got a wedding to attend but the most important thing is I get to see my lovely parents.. I miss them so so much…
I am so exhausted cuz I have freaking tutorials questions to prepare, but I can’t access to BB7… something came up..and my Management class is in the morning!! :’( Sigh.. I gotta go. Peace out.
Shannon darling introduced this wonderful website for blogging. I come to find its awesomely interesting. <3
University life has been awesome. I managed to meet quite a couple of nice buddies. They are so fun. I pray that this is a new start for me. :) Thank God for everything.
Skytrek is next Saturday. I really pray that its going to be fun. So anticipating to it! Everyone is going… And I really can’t wait. <3 LOL.
I’ve recently heard that moi school is providing internship to overseas. I am so going to give it a try!! Lord please allow me to go!! I pray hard for this. Where’s there’s a will there’s a way. God will lead me through!!
Melbourne, hold on yea!! I’ll be there in 3 years time!! <3
Anyways, I am topic-less for this moment. Peace out.